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I
studied arts in Munich. It was a hard time but we were taught the basic
knowledge of painting and drawing.
My
family was not very fond of my desired career as an artist - that is why I
continued my life by taking a course of study in languages
.
As
a matter of fact working as a foreign language secretary was not what I had
dreamed of so I kept on studying for another 2 years to improve myself. I have worked in several jobs, none of them was the kind of job I would have loved to do for the rest of my life. I always felt that creativity would be destroyed by a job which does not correspond with your character.
I am a kind of nomad (: In 2004 I moved to the seaside which helped a lot to win peace. There seems to be no home in this life. The only thing I know is that I will never ever return to Bavaria. If there is some definition of home it would be the sea and lowland. I do not like mountains very much, there are too many barriers. Some people win peace in the mountains others are children of the sea.
Graphic
design actually offers great chances and creative possibilities but
it was not my cup of tea. There was something missing.
Working with computers has nothing to do with touching things, feeling
the material, it is a virtual matter- like dancing without music. It reminds me of soap bubbles. You cannot
touch them. After having saved the file it is gone - there is nothing left that
you can feel or touch.
As
to me the world around me has to be tangible, I do not like virtual objects very
much. That is why life took me back to real colour and tangible material –
Painting and Drawing!
Please
do not get me wrong, It has nothing to do with being curious in a negative way.
I am simply fascinated by people, what they are dreaming of, what makes them do
what they do. When you get to know to the genuine part of people you might get
to know to the world as well. I would almost define it as a kind of scientifical
interest in the world.
I
feel inspired by interesting dialogues. There are plenty of things we can learn
for our own lifes, so many incentives.
I
am also very much inspired by fairy tales with a certain melancholy and dark
humoured characteristic as well as gallow humour.
As
a matter of fact this is my personal view, there are so many other ways and
philosophical ideas. This keeps the world running.
Why
should we fight each other? We simply waste our time and complicate our lives.
Life ist hard enough - why should we waste it? There are so many great things that
we could do. There is definitely
more use in a sense of solidarity.
I
think there are several things Art is in need of.
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knowledge, talent, handicraft, creativity, originality, and
inimitability , uniqueness and truthfulness
in the sense of being authentic as a person. You are in need of a lot of courage, modesty
and humility and an iron will as well as a free spirit.
There is no use in trying to suit everybody. It does not work anyway. I cannot see any use in denying ones life. That is why there are so many various pictures. I have not factored them out. We cannot escape life anyway. There is no use to be afraid of it. The only thing that we can do is to be truthfull and authentic in life and artificial expression. And we can only do our very best.
Have
you got any questions, suggestions, commentaries?
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